To ...................with love

In life we used to meet so many peoples with different intentions,purpose,work,in some case cases we meet some people to whom we never thought of meeting,talking etc...some case accidentally.
In my life to i met with so many peoples,in that few i cannot forget.........in between i got good friends ,enemies too........
But one friend that i cannot forget and take her name here anywhere else how became friends it is immaterial but later on how it is grown is very important.....
After few days i was fallen love with her.I don't know how it was happened.Nobody can believe this.... But thing is that i never said to anybody about this even to her....still as on date i have not said......most important is that she too don't love me.....
when i think about this..."प्यार में ऐसा नाही की मैंने प्यार किया हैं थो ,व्हो भी मुजसे प्यार करे ।"
Love is blind i know this but it happens only once again it cannot happen i know very well about this..even if you tried to forget it cannot...
I will tell you something about how i tried to forget her and it grown....
I went to Chennai on 4th November 2004,for Intensified Coaching Classes for my CA-Professional education course II (Inter). i reached chennai railway station on 5th Nov-2004 at 2.00 pm and called one fellow known as Shankar.I will tell you about this person.He is the person who is the brother of the owner of "Hanuman Dosawala" in Inchalkarnji (Maharastra).
My papa was the friend of this dosawala......papa told about me.And he said i will make arrangement for your son for few days ....i mean stay only.And he gave me his brothers number told me to call him when you reach there.....
Since i am first time went there,i don't know anything about this city.
As soon as i reached there i called Mr.Shankar...........really i was shocked about what he said.... "I don't know who are you,i will make any arrangement for you." I was upset for a while,one rikshawala came and asked where to go i shown him the address of the institute he took me there.
after i reached there went to our department and said about my problem they told me about some address .............

Traffic Police.........................

Yesterday i received sms from ICAI-Institute regrading General management and communication skills (GMCS) limited seats early to join.
Since i already lost an opportunity of not submitting my form in time.So,decided to join this time at any cost. So i was in hurry,just near to shanipar signal (Pune) ,signal was green just before i cross the line when i cross the line signal becomes stoped i mean no signal at all neither red or yelow or green.So,i crossed the line.............pischal has been heard and i seen he was showing hand towards me and saying take side your vehicle ..........another fellow came and said it is battery operated let it be...go him...i thought now i have to pay Rs:-100/- as fine.
Thent the first fellow started saying "You need not have to see any signal or what or they not meant for you,you have crossed after red signal." i thought myself that he didn't get anything from me that is why he is angry on me..............
I said no sir,there was no signal at all.......i thought there was yellow siganl so , i crossed.."
His reply was very interesting "खोट प्रचार करो नका नाहीतर एक दिवस अड्चानित येणार आहात "........ i was stunned for a while and started thinking on it..... he is right and i went to my work...

Be happy with what you are...............

In a poor zoo of India, a lion was frustrated as he was offered not more than 1 kg meat a day. The lion thought its prayers were answered when one US Zoo Manager visited the zoo and requested the zoo management to shift the lion to the US Zoo.

The lion was so happy and started thinking of a central A/c environment, a goat or two every day and a US Green Card also. On its first day after arrival, the lion was offered a big bag, sealed very nicely for breakfast.

The lion opened it quickly but was shocked to see that it contained a few bananas. Then the lion thought that may be they cared too much for him as they were worried about his stomach as he had recently shifted from India .

The next day the same thing happened. On the third day again the same food bag of bananas was delivered. The lion was so furious, it stopped the delivery boy and blasted at him, 'Don't you know I am the lion...king of the Jungle..., what's wrong with your management?, what nonsense is this?, why are you
delivering bananas to me?'

The delivery boy politely said, 'Sir, I know you are the king of the jungle but ... Did you know that you have been brought here on a monkey's visa!!!

Moral of Story:

Better to be a Lion in India than a Monkey elsewhere!!! !!

used Vs loved

While a man was polishing his new car, his 4 yr old son picked up a stone and scratched lines on the side of the car. In anger, the man took the child's hand and hit it many times; not realizing he was using a wrench.

At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures.

When the child saw his father..... with painful eyes he asked, 'Dad when will my fingers grow back?'

The man was so hurt and speechless; he went back to his car and kicked it a lot of times. Devastated by his own actions.... sitting in front of that car he looked at the scratches; the child had written 'LOVE YOU DAD'.

The next day that man committed suicide.... Anger and Love have no limits; choose the latter to have a beautiful, lovely life..... Things are to be used and people are to be loved, But the problem in today's world is that, People are used and things are loved...

During the day, be careful to keep this thought in mind: Things are to be used, but People are to be loved ... Be yourself.... This is the only day we HAVE. Have a nice day Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions.

Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits they become character; Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

I'm glad a friend forwarded this to me as a reminder.. If you don't pass this on to anybody, nothing bad will happen; if you do, you will have ministered to someone.

Have YOU become a user and do not recognize love?
Have YOU missed the opportunity to apologize for your thoughtlessness.

New Born...............

"Every Man should be born again on the first day of January. Start with a fresh page.Take up one hole more in the buckle if necessary, or let down one,according to circumstances; but on the first of January let every man grid himself once more,with his face to the front , and take no interest in the
things that were and are past."
...............................Henry Ward Beecher

When my result was declared, i was very upset.Actually i don't have words to say how i felt on that day.When i red the about quote i got some inspiration.
The same author said every man should born on first day of January,but i say i born again on 17th of January.Result gave me new birth.Since here to i have to prepare for again.

My Feelings...................

Just two days before my result was declared i.e. on Sunday 17th of Jan 2010 at 2.00 pm.
I am very confident about my result,but when i checked it was totally different than what i expected.
Even at once to i never thought that i going to fail this time,in my first attempt i know very well that i am going to fail,but this time not.
I dont know what happens with or where i went wrong.So,i cannot realize too on it.
I know that my family is very much expecting positive results from me,since on me they have some hopes ,dreams,that they want to accomplish.
Really i felt very bad but still i controlled my self saying All iz well nothing...........
This is my outer feelings but when you look at my inner feelings they are different nobody can understand these feelings.
But when i remembered that "Failures are the pillars of success", and a small story about one insect who trying to climb a wall it failed for eight times and ninth times it won .........
This is my second attempt why to worry..........
But one thing that i never told to anybody that caused me to worry much..........when i think about that then i feel i have been completely defeated..............