Monday, June 14, 2010

Paathshal

Yesterday i have seen the film "PAATHSHAAL" ,really it is very good film to see.The concept something different than what everyone has to see and come over from this.some scenes are really remembered by school days.One such scene when that boy hasn't paid fees ,since he is belongs to very poor family but his father has dream to get his child education in very well education institution.The administrator made that boy stand outside the school in sunlight,hasn't given even a glass water to drink till pays his dues.In the mean time Peon tries to give water to that boy ,then also administrator scolds him.His father came at evening time and requests the administrator.This fellow insults the gentlemen.And told to take back your son to home,since you are unable to pay the dues.
The English teacher intervenes and pays this boys fees. Really i started crying to this scene,i remember during my school days i have never paid fees on time.Every time my school teacher himself used to pay and later on i used to reimburse to them.
Daily they used to ask other student what about their fees when they are paying....sometimes making insults,scolded but they never did that to me.They used to tell me...your fees has been already paid don't worry about fees just concentrate on studies......Since i too belongs to very poor family....
How lucky i am that being a poor i got well facilitated education....
I completely agree with the theme of the film what they wanted to highlight to public at large......they did..........
now a days every education institution is becoming a commercial hub where profits can be easily made without any efforts...We have lost moral of taking basic education.................

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

confirmation

Today and yesterday are very good days for me.Since yesterday i received Reebok shoes ,which i won in the month of January,and today i got final confirmation from MBA college where i decided to go Teaching as an visiting faculty for Accountancy and Finance without demo lecture they told me subjects that i have to teach,initially they told will have demo lecture then we will decide about the final selection,today i got confirmation letter it is very good sign to move forward to me.
Importantly i got two positive signals despite some negative circumstances which i am feeling but still i have overcome from these.........
It's giving me some different life to leave and every moment i will enjoy and i will make every student of this student capable to face the challenges and opportunity that will emerge in the forthcoming days.
I am sure that my student will not face any difficulty whatever come in their way......
today i feel myself secure to some extent.whenever i use to call my friends i feel very guilty about myself but when i think about then feel myself very proud to be part of Miracle5,even though i have lost my three valuable years that cannot be repeal,but still i am confident that whatever other can do i can much better than others.And i will show that i am not the culprit or did nothing wrong.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

143 to me...............

I can remember one my friend during 11th Standard ( P.U.C Ist year) used to tell me " Belive in Dogs and animals but don't believe in Girls,which is known as sweet poison.Once it veins and gains in your body you cannot leave.If snake bites 101% you can leave but in case of sweet poison 202% you cannot leave".
I was totally disagreed with him.Had lots time controversy on this issue.........
But sometimes vice versa may be the case.
when it comes to me..........it is something different.I can still remember while pursuing B.com i used to study with Krishna Govilkar he was doing B.A he used to tell me the great Philosopher OSHO has told "Love has two types one is Physical love and another love is mental love,what we do is physical love only,we never do mental love".
I never understood the crux of this philosophy...............
I agree Love is Blind,it can happen at any time,with any person.............
I too fallen love ..........i will not tell her name...........it might be from one side.....bcz i never expressed my feelings to her....and she too don't understand my feelings.........I thought once i clear my CA i will propose her...........
My luck was not with me....i am not blaming my luck it is me i did not come from CA exam..........if i could come out i would have got job and proposed her........there is no question of blaming anybody..........
it is me only spoiled my life........She is also right despite my two attempts i did not come out.........how she can believe and wait for me........since she also had lots of burden,pressure from family.How best she can convince to them.
Anyway she is committed and shortly going to be marry...........this is my biggest battle that i am going to loose in my life.....even if i clear CA now still i am looser..........When i think about her just i say we are not made for each other in this life.
It is true that someone somewhere is made for you.so many time s we met with her but we cannot recognize her that she is your life partner.
Rudyard Kipling has rightly said "Everything will be happen at it's appointed time" we need not have to do anything to that.But we can take necessary measures to avoid once you know it is suppose to happen.Further he told before going to happen anything it first gives you the indication that it is going to happen that we cannot recognize.I too got lots of indication,signals.
Anyways i am trying to forget her ,because career most important to me.My mummy ,pappa,brother and sister waiting for me to clear CA........."To achieve something will have to loose something",i lost too much as on day.
But one thing that i can do now is i cannot believe..................and i will show that i was not wrong........whatever i did was circumstance and facts necessities that to do me.
Loves second name is Sacrifice..........i will do it........whatever i promised to her i will accomplish that.
Whatever the people say about her i know she is right..........because she cannot be wrong at any time..........
but when i remember this" don't guess a person by looking at his present position because time has the power to change ordinary coal in to precious stone".