Monday, June 14, 2010

Paathshal

Yesterday i have seen the film "PAATHSHAAL" ,really it is very good film to see.The concept something different than what everyone has to see and come over from this.some scenes are really remembered by school days.One such scene when that boy hasn't paid fees ,since he is belongs to very poor family but his father has dream to get his child education in very well education institution.The administrator made that boy stand outside the school in sunlight,hasn't given even a glass water to drink till pays his dues.In the mean time Peon tries to give water to that boy ,then also administrator scolds him.His father came at evening time and requests the administrator.This fellow insults the gentlemen.And told to take back your son to home,since you are unable to pay the dues.
The English teacher intervenes and pays this boys fees. Really i started crying to this scene,i remember during my school days i have never paid fees on time.Every time my school teacher himself used to pay and later on i used to reimburse to them.
Daily they used to ask other student what about their fees when they are paying....sometimes making insults,scolded but they never did that to me.They used to tell me...your fees has been already paid don't worry about fees just concentrate on studies......Since i too belongs to very poor family....
How lucky i am that being a poor i got well facilitated education....
I completely agree with the theme of the film what they wanted to highlight to public at large......they did..........
now a days every education institution is becoming a commercial hub where profits can be easily made without any efforts...We have lost moral of taking basic education.................

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

confirmation

Today and yesterday are very good days for me.Since yesterday i received Reebok shoes ,which i won in the month of January,and today i got final confirmation from MBA college where i decided to go Teaching as an visiting faculty for Accountancy and Finance without demo lecture they told me subjects that i have to teach,initially they told will have demo lecture then we will decide about the final selection,today i got confirmation letter it is very good sign to move forward to me.
Importantly i got two positive signals despite some negative circumstances which i am feeling but still i have overcome from these.........
It's giving me some different life to leave and every moment i will enjoy and i will make every student of this student capable to face the challenges and opportunity that will emerge in the forthcoming days.
I am sure that my student will not face any difficulty whatever come in their way......
today i feel myself secure to some extent.whenever i use to call my friends i feel very guilty about myself but when i think about then feel myself very proud to be part of Miracle5,even though i have lost my three valuable years that cannot be repeal,but still i am confident that whatever other can do i can much better than others.And i will show that i am not the culprit or did nothing wrong.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

143 to me...............

I can remember one my friend during 11th Standard ( P.U.C Ist year) used to tell me " Belive in Dogs and animals but don't believe in Girls,which is known as sweet poison.Once it veins and gains in your body you cannot leave.If snake bites 101% you can leave but in case of sweet poison 202% you cannot leave".
I was totally disagreed with him.Had lots time controversy on this issue.........
But sometimes vice versa may be the case.
when it comes to me..........it is something different.I can still remember while pursuing B.com i used to study with Krishna Govilkar he was doing B.A he used to tell me the great Philosopher OSHO has told "Love has two types one is Physical love and another love is mental love,what we do is physical love only,we never do mental love".
I never understood the crux of this philosophy...............
I agree Love is Blind,it can happen at any time,with any person.............
I too fallen love ..........i will not tell her name...........it might be from one side.....bcz i never expressed my feelings to her....and she too don't understand my feelings.........I thought once i clear my CA i will propose her...........
My luck was not with me....i am not blaming my luck it is me i did not come from CA exam..........if i could come out i would have got job and proposed her........there is no question of blaming anybody..........
it is me only spoiled my life........She is also right despite my two attempts i did not come out.........how she can believe and wait for me........since she also had lots of burden,pressure from family.How best she can convince to them.
Anyway she is committed and shortly going to be marry...........this is my biggest battle that i am going to loose in my life.....even if i clear CA now still i am looser..........When i think about her just i say we are not made for each other in this life.
It is true that someone somewhere is made for you.so many time s we met with her but we cannot recognize her that she is your life partner.
Rudyard Kipling has rightly said "Everything will be happen at it's appointed time" we need not have to do anything to that.But we can take necessary measures to avoid once you know it is suppose to happen.Further he told before going to happen anything it first gives you the indication that it is going to happen that we cannot recognize.I too got lots of indication,signals.
Anyways i am trying to forget her ,because career most important to me.My mummy ,pappa,brother and sister waiting for me to clear CA........."To achieve something will have to loose something",i lost too much as on day.
But one thing that i can do now is i cannot believe..................and i will show that i was not wrong........whatever i did was circumstance and facts necessities that to do me.
Loves second name is Sacrifice..........i will do it........whatever i promised to her i will accomplish that.
Whatever the people say about her i know she is right..........because she cannot be wrong at any time..........
but when i remember this" don't guess a person by looking at his present position because time has the power to change ordinary coal in to precious stone".

Thursday, January 28, 2010

To ...................with love

In life we used to meet so many peoples with different intentions,purpose,work,in some case cases we meet some people to whom we never thought of meeting,talking etc...some case accidentally.
In my life to i met with so many peoples,in that few i cannot forget.........in between i got good friends ,enemies too........
But one friend that i cannot forget and take her name here anywhere else how became friends it is immaterial but later on how it is grown is very important.....
After few days i was fallen love with her.I don't know how it was happened.Nobody can believe this.... But thing is that i never said to anybody about this even to her....still as on date i have not said......most important is that she too don't love me.....
when i think about this..."प्यार में ऐसा नाही की मैंने प्यार किया हैं थो ,व्हो भी मुजसे प्यार करे ।"
Love is blind i know this but it happens only once again it cannot happen i know very well about this..even if you tried to forget it cannot...
I will tell you something about how i tried to forget her and it grown....
I went to Chennai on 4th November 2004,for Intensified Coaching Classes for my CA-Professional education course II (Inter). i reached chennai railway station on 5th Nov-2004 at 2.00 pm and called one fellow known as Shankar.I will tell you about this person.He is the person who is the brother of the owner of "Hanuman Dosawala" in Inchalkarnji (Maharastra).
My papa was the friend of this dosawala......papa told about me.And he said i will make arrangement for your son for few days ....i mean stay only.And he gave me his brothers number told me to call him when you reach there.....
Since i am first time went there,i don't know anything about this city.
As soon as i reached there i called Mr.Shankar...........really i was shocked about what he said.... "I don't know who are you,i will make any arrangement for you." I was upset for a while,one rikshawala came and asked where to go i shown him the address of the institute he took me there.
after i reached there went to our department and said about my problem they told me about some address .............

Traffic Police.........................

Yesterday i received sms from ICAI-Institute regrading General management and communication skills (GMCS) limited seats early to join.
Since i already lost an opportunity of not submitting my form in time.So,decided to join this time at any cost. So i was in hurry,just near to shanipar signal (Pune) ,signal was green just before i cross the line when i cross the line signal becomes stoped i mean no signal at all neither red or yelow or green.So,i crossed the line.............pischal has been heard and i seen he was showing hand towards me and saying take side your vehicle ..........another fellow came and said it is battery operated let it be...go him...i thought now i have to pay Rs:-100/- as fine.
Thent the first fellow started saying "You need not have to see any signal or what or they not meant for you,you have crossed after red signal." i thought myself that he didn't get anything from me that is why he is angry on me..............
I said no sir,there was no signal at all.......i thought there was yellow siganl so , i crossed.."
His reply was very interesting "खोट प्रचार करो नका नाहीतर एक दिवस अड्चानित येणार आहात "........ i was stunned for a while and started thinking on it..... he is right and i went to my work...

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Be happy with what you are...............

used Vs loved

While a man was polishing his new car, his 4 yr old son picked up a stone and scratched lines on the side of the car. In anger, the man took the child's hand and hit it many times; not realizing he was using a wrench.

At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures.

When the child saw his father..... with painful eyes he asked, 'Dad when will my fingers grow back?'

The man was so hurt and speechless; he went back to his car and kicked it a lot of times. Devastated by his own actions.... sitting in front of that car he looked at the scratches; the child had written 'LOVE YOU DAD'.



The next day that man committed suicide.... Anger and Love have no limits; choose the latter to have a beautiful, lovely life..... Things are to be used and people are to be loved, But the problem in today's world is that, People are used and things are loved...

During the day, be careful to keep this thought in mind: Things are to be used, but People are to be loved ... Be yourself.... This is the only day we HAVE. Have a nice day Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions.

Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits they become character; Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

I'm glad a friend forwarded this to me as a reminder.. If you don't pass this on to anybody, nothing bad will happen; if you do, you will have ministered to someone.

Have YOU become a user and do not recognize love?
Have YOU missed the opportunity to apologize for your thoughtlessness.